Me today.

So, I definitely am ready to get done with school. I am so ready to get to SFA, I can barely stand it. but that isn't what I'm here to talk about.

Within the last 3 weeks, two of my very good friends got their hearts stomped on by the men they love. I want to help them so much, but unfortunately, I don't have that power. They each need someone to be there for them. From this situation, I've begun thinknig that maybe I'm happy I'm single because I don't want to be unhappy. I don't want my heart to be hurt by someone. It sucks... been there done that. I don't want that to happen again. But part of me wants to have it no matter how bad it hurts. Sometimes, love is pain, right? I really want to find that Mr. Right.

Life. The Good, the Bad, and the Hopeless.

So, here it roughly 6 weeks away from Summer. First off, WOOT!, second of all, Holy SHIT~ I just realized that technically I have blew my whole first two years of college. I messed around and played it safe by taking stupid French classes that won't carry over when I transfer and ruining everything that I established. But... there are some things I'd rather talk about.

THE GOOD...

• I am only 5 months from SFA and my amazing sorority sisters
• I have my best friend standing behind me
• My family loves me and supports me
• Although, I thought I was alone, it turns out that I'm not. I have amazing friends here in the DFW area. (You know who you are)
• I have TwiCon in less than 4 months

THE BAD...

• I don't work enough to cover my bills
• I've put on 7-10 pounds in the last couple of months after taking 40 off
• I don't have any money

THE HOPELESS

• I am so ready to be in love. I read all the romantic stories and fall in love with the main character, then I start another book and fall in love with him, and the cycle resumes. But the problem is that I never actually find someone like the men in my books. Where is my Jace or Edward or Emmett or Erik or Lucas???? Anyone of them would make me happy. I guess I am truly a HOPELESS romantic.

That's me. The good, the bad, and the hopeless.